dear my baby...

Dear my baby……


I may a person with a lot of guilties do hurting you…
I may with all faults not loved you much as you did…
I may not all the person you wish you had….
But with all my love to you right now..
With all the cares I have…
With all words apologies inside me..
With all the lackness in me against you
With all the lack of understanding bout real love
With all the timebeing I may let you felt hurt..
With all weaknesses in loving you back…
With all the pain your heart be break..
With all the things I never care…
With all the words I may let your ears heard bad…
With all the sacrifice you’ve made…
I may let you read this....
Coz in letter hopefully…
It would be easy to say….
That ….
If someone I worried about right now…
If ever a man I loved before…
If ever a man treat me so well…
If ever I wrote a love letter
If ever I did things like this…
It’s just you…
I may not good at all…
But now I know what love feels..
Maybe not like you…when feelin love…
Sometimes need to realize…
maybe happiness not only a thing I would get…
Always prepare for the worst…
But im letting u know that…
Those things became fade…
Coz with you…
Im hoping for the happiness..
Im letting my heart feels..
All the love in you to me…
All the pain I’ve made you feel..
All the memories to remember someday…
Im hoping for the happiness…
Im hoping you might want to feel the same..
This is not a love letter..
This may all crap things for you…
But swear…
All this love Im trying to give..
Im trying to learn to be more conscious..
To be more care..
To be more unselfish..
To be whatever you want..
With all my lackness
I depend my self on you..
In happiness or even worst..
I releaved my heart on you..
This may ridiculous ..
But remind me to what you’ve said..
Love needs sacrifice…
I may a selfish..
But im trying to sacrifice…
To get the happiness in you…
One thing maybe I let you in doubt…
Words that I must say exactly when you gave your heart…
That..
I love you..
I do love you..
Allow me to win your heart…
Even maybe it’s too late…
May I win back your heart….
That’s the honest word I may ashamed to tell privately…
But thank God
This a paper i wrote…
Get rid things I might say with all tears all over my face
Dear my baby….
I love you with all my heart…
I love you when I feel hurt
I love you to love me
I need you to need me
I want you to want me
Im begging you to see me…

Dear my baby…
Hope this letter could be one of lot memories we’ve had someday..
When we get older and so busy taking care children …
When I lay my hands on you to keep walking …
When you get back home and doin my job to make you feel not even tired..
When we decided to live in good or bad times ever after…
Hope this would mean something to you…
Hope……

I love you….


With so much love inside,.
LTS